A poem to St. John's College by POD319, literature
Literature
A poem to St. John's College
The world has lost some of its color
some of its splendor.
Im not stuck in a rut,
but
I am just above a singularity
Then
Then I open the mail and read the letter.
Something stirs.
Something rises.
My soul shakes loose its cob webs
clears away the dust.
It pulls at the chains
and they snap
like the brittle twigs they are.
Im flying high,
Im soaring,
just as my eyes fly from word to word
Im
Im smiling.
Truly, Genuinely
smiling.
My first in weeks.
As I read further I get scarred,
What if I cannot do this?
And my soul reaches new heights.
Im at the stratosph
My smile is
strained
and
crooked
and
broken.
Ive not slept.
To sleep is to dream.
To dream is to know.
In knowing
I weep.
In weeping
I bleed.
I am small
and feelings are large.
Giant
Toothy
Shadowed
They encompass me.
They fill me.
They empower me.
I shudder and bend
under their power.
My smile is
crooked
and
strained
and
Broken.
Where am I? I said through limp lips.
Where you are is where you wish to be, said a voice full of light. My eyes opened. The clouds danced above my pupils. I sat up, feeling as light as the clouds that surrounded me. I was alone, alone in a field of flowers.
Where am I? I reiterated, thinking aloud.
Where you are is such a strange question of one such as you to be asking. You are exactly where you want to be, you are exactly where you need to be, said a flower as it looked up at me. My eyes widened.
Oh, child you think that only a human form is able to talk? Is able to think? Is a
I have seen him weep and I have seen him cry and I have seen him in the throws of victory and ecstasy.
Yet,
Yet I look at him now, broken and crippled and old.
And I see sadness in his eyes.
The eyes that have led to victory.
And I see him weep.
privately
quietly
softly.
He thinks no one sees, but I see.
In the midst of the speech, the speech of victory and patriotism, I see him weeping. He thinks no one sees but I see.
Ive always seen.
Then he is called. He ambles forth, like a man to execution. He reads the words prescribed to him. His lips barely move. Then he stops.
As if to take a breath,
yet he stays a moment lon
I have seen him weep and I have seen him cry and I have seen him in the throws of victory and ecstasy.
Yet,
Yet I look at him now, broken and crippled and old.
And I see sadness in his eyes.
The eyes that have led to victory.
And I see him weep.
privately
quietly
softly.
He thinks no one sees, but I see.
In the midst of the speech, the speech of victory and patriotism, I see him weeping. He thinks no one sees but I see.
Ive always seen.
Then he is called. He ambles forth, like a man to execution. He reads the words prescribed to him. His lips barely move. Then he stops.
As if to take a breath,
yet he stays a moment lon
Where am I? I said through limp lips.
Where you are is where you wish to be, said a voice full of light. My eyes opened. The clouds danced above my pupils. I sat up, feeling as light as the clouds that surrounded me. I was alone, alone in a field of flowers.
Where am I? I reiterated, thinking aloud.
Where you are is such a strange question of one such as you to be asking. You are exactly where you want to be, you are exactly where you need to be, said a flower as it looked up at me. My eyes widened.
Oh, child you think that only a human form is able to talk? Is able to think? Is a
My smile is
strained
and
crooked
and
broken.
Ive not slept.
To sleep is to dream.
To dream is to know.
In knowing
I weep.
In weeping
I bleed.
I am small
and feelings are large.
Giant
Toothy
Shadowed
They encompass me.
They fill me.
They empower me.
I shudder and bend
under their power.
My smile is
crooked
and
strained
and
Broken.